Choose to take one small step in a brave new direction. In spite of all past pain and losses caused by love, choose to embrace your Beloved. Love and life are expansive, and carry endless possibilities.
“Find your match
In a worthy love,
Before you lose your heart.
Love is a jewel
To be guarded with care,
When Lovers are equal in maturity…”
by Chandidas, tantric Bengali poet, 12th century AD
(Chandidas was a brahmin, fallen in love with a lower-cast washerwoman; for him his beloved Rajakini was the incarnation of Radha, consort of Krishna)
A sense of sublime will lead you on your path of bliss.
Do not be upset by a grouchy lover. This is your lesson in humility. Cook yourself some fresh chard and corn, and go into cat pose.